What do you think i'm doing? Just saying,it's hard,if you don't understand and i'm not looking for excuse for that. And i'm not rude,never was and never will be

And maybe is it just because i don't understand half of it. My english is not good,i try and if i ask for little help, you don't have to be rude. Pa mogoče tudi zato,kr se nismo vsi rodili z računalnikom položenim v zibko in imamo tudi resnično življenje  .Sicer pa zraven 3 otrok, si tudi ne morem privoščit bit ure in ure za računalnokom. Pa še tisto uro ali dve ki jih imam za sebe,je pa definitivno premalo da bi obvladala vse in vso situacijo. In kaj bi počeli pametnjakoviči,če nas retardrancev ne bi bilo ?
You can use google translate and translate this from slovene to your language and maybe you'll se, how stupid i feel sometimes, when i have to translate something.